Since my dad first association when I sang that song was my mom, it makes sense that it was one of the songs he wanted played at my mom's funeral. A lot of that day is blurry to me, but one of the clearest moments is when the artist switched from John Denver, "Leaving on a Jet Plane" to "The Circle Game." At that moment, I noticed how within the first words it made an immediate impact on my mom's closest friend from college. Until that moment she had been she had been holding herself together, but hearing the words of a Joni Mitchell song, an artist who they had seen together in live, brought her to tears.
A ticket stub from a concert they went to together, which my mom's friend saved all these years.
via my mom's facebook wall
Considering the song's lyrics, that life continues, that time is finite, that "There'll be new dreams, maybe better dreams and plenty before the last revolving year is through," I felt it would be fitting to have that song play during dinner at the wedding. I thought it would symbolize that do bad things happen, but good things do too. And as much as you may want to, "drag your feet to slow the circles down," we know that "we can't return, we can only look behind from where we came."
I wasn't expecting anyone else to notice the gesture, but wanted to make sure it was played, even if it was just for me. What I wasn't anticipating is for others to get it. I didn't realize that during the song my mom's best friend from high school, my godmother, and my dad would dance to it together.
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From Miss to Mrs: Just the Two of Us
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From Miss to Mrs: Making it Official
From Miss to Mrs: The Bedeken
From Miss to Mrs: The Final Minutes
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From Miss to Mrs: The Exchanges
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From Miss to Mrs: Extended Fun with Family
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I have tears in my eyes, this is just so lovely!
ReplyDeleteThis is so amazing! How special for you. I love it!
ReplyDeleteThis is a beautiful story. What a lovely tribute to your mom that the song was played and her best friend with your dad having that moment is amazing!
ReplyDeleteI just adore this. And those pictures just capture these precious moments so, so well. I love it.
ReplyDeleteOh wow, tears in my eyes. Thank you for sharing this beautiful story :)
ReplyDeleteBittersweet, but beautiful!
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful way to honor your mom! I felt that bittersweetness at my wedding, too. My dad passed away when I was 16, and then my brother's dad, who I was close to, had drifted out of our family. We received our guests before the wedding, and during that "reception," my husband's grandmother fainted and an ambulance had to be called. So it was not a good day. We were glad to get married, but the day was stressful and sad, and then we were on pins and needles all day and all night.
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